Never Give Up

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Today is a very special day for me....Means one of the day when hardwork , dedication , hell lot of patience and chunks of humiliation, finally brought the results.

I got the recognition of my work from the person I wanted from. The 10th day of June month of the year 2021.

The person who was my cause of writing , said to me today to keep it going. The most appreciated words which I was desperate for.

Almost 1 yr ago started writing.... I was little heart broken then. I realised that writing was a ventilation to my pains and thoughts. The person had blogspot, seeing their posts ...I also felt like writing... One day to express my gratitude I shared one of the link of my post, they said, that not to share it again... It made me really sad again... I was in an agony.... 

Further I didn't feel like writing.... but I used to follow their post.My comments on their posts got deleted ,it was excruciating...but still ones a fan always a fan....

Atleast once a week I checked for a new post in their blog, read comments of each posts once again.

I was going through a lot of ups and downs in my life. Poems became my shelter of relief... It's me in those poems... living... 

One day I posted the link in Instagram. The person was having their significant day in life....I expressed my wishes... Not expecting anything in return.. but to my surprise...it got a reply . The person thanked me. And said my blog is good and I should be keep it going... I was shocked when I got notified... I was dumbstruck....is it true what am I reading... Was it for me ? It was fortunately. And one more surprise I received.... Guess what?



A friend request! 

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