Memories into scars

  I am Sorry Saju.  A tiny little heart speaks to me,  I am Sorry Saju.  Why are u so naive...  Why do u want to hide in cave? Is this the real You? Is this what you want to do? U have dreams Has it just come melting creams? Why are you being so innocent? Feeling none along in adjacent Its all-around  being so fake For how long will you take. Hey Saju, shake and wake Live for urself, for your sake People took away ur spaces They have your traces Its your time Be your own shine Its best to keep on trying Just than crying I am there Saju, We will together grow you and u will be the first choice of who because I am there for you <3

 I wish I wasn’t left alone. My thoughts keep on screaming in the emptiness of my loneliness. They keep on scratching and crushing, without a good hand to hold back to what seems to be happy. My smiles and touches of laughter have turned into a temporary bliss. I wished … I really wish, can t it last a little more. Just a little more that, I don’t want to just suddenly fall back from the darkness I came from. I wish… I wish, why am  I not a given the chance to enjoy the happiness… It s presence… Its touch… Its essence……….. Happy curves and the glow on my face…. Aah... I often forget how to smile naturally, without posing…….. Why…do I get attached to it very soon……In their eyes, I see a lack of love….. I just give away….My emotions to warm them..To feel that… someone is genuinely der to ask how ur day was……..what are u feeling rite now….. it is okay to be not okay…….. Just a call away… just a text away………. Ahh.. Those real human emotions… to smile… to laugh…….. to cry… weep…....