Memories into scars

Tune in  Move on Let the bygones be bygones Be strong,. Stand for yourself for every wrong, Make yourself a tong With toughness for long.. I can do it I will do it. Because it's destinied for me. It's my role to be in glee. I have to  I must do

Am I sick? I trying not to pick Fights and tricks But it literally pricks... I am losing.. I am confusing... I am crying I am still trying... The happy face is a mask It's now hard task... I am loosing my taste Feeling like a waste... Others can find me to help But I can't find myself to help I am trying not to lose I am trying not to choose Losing interest  Mind is in unrest Feelings all in arrest I am falling of trust Inside it burns All night only into turns Life is getting barred My heart it is getting tarred. I don't belong I don't go along It's getting hard Is my life going to fall as card? I am bad I am mad Literally I am sad Left no more fad... I am not scared Of not being cared All I did is I dared But now I am not being bared.... I am sleepless Getting senseless Sometimes heartless And always restless... Something is not right And it's getting tight I am trying hard to bite I am getting away from sight...

A simple man with a tie Which he made with keen eye With honours at high Had made me feel his as my... With all his tight hugs Are felt strong as plugs The way he smiles I feel to walk with him a mile. The way he used to feed Now I miss that need It touched my heart indeed His thoughts are always a seed The art in his hands Are expensive than brands His mouth-organ still dials My ears r still in that vibes. I enjoy his shrine His love made a sign Hope to meet him soon to dine Hope keeps himself fine...