ACHING HEART

HAVE U EVER FELT THAT U R STAYING WITH PEOPLE OR SURROUNDING , WHO DOESN'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT UR EXISTENCE!!!

U r just doing all  the stuffs for them, ending up exhausted , tired and realizing what did I just do? For whom? Am l even acknowledged for that. Or  Am l just taken for granted?

When U want a help , love or support, none would be there with, but when you are not there with them for a single time, they complain that u never cared for them and have complains from all over the world.

Lately what happens is that , u start thinking what wrong did u do? It was just once I couldn't be there for U? U start feeling disgusted, embarassed, ashamed and sad. The person on the other hand would be jingling with your feelings.

THE TRUTH IS THAT IT TAKES A HELL LOT OF TIME TO REALIZE WHERE U HAVE GONE? AND THAT POINT OF REALIZATION , BRINGS IN A LOT OF PAIN, LIKE A HARD SLAP ON UR FACE........

IT HURTS THE MOST WHEN, U KNOW THAT THE PARTICULAR PERSON WHOM U WERE DEDICATED , WAS ABUSING U, WAS NOT UR FRIEND. ONLY TOOK ADVANTAGE OF UR CONCERN N CARE. THE SCAR PAINS AND BURNS LIKE ANYTHING.

Believe me I have cried many months because of this , but you know what can cure this injury is LOVE.

PLEASE DONT MISTAKE IT AS FINDING A SOUL MATE OR BF /GF.... PLEASE NEVER....

IT TAKES U TIME TO TRUST AND LOVE A PERSON, AFTER GOING THROUGH THESE....

Speak up to ur loved and trusted ones. U know u r really imp person in someone or others life, but you dont know who it is. When u are sad , just because of one person, there is some one else who is crying because they can't see u sad.

U r having your worth. Small pinches may come in mind, but now u know that u r not someone to be abused or used .

LOVE URSELF. OPEN UR EYES AND FIND THOSE WHO REALLY LOVES YOU LIKE ANYTHING. DO SOMETHING FOR THEM. U ARE IMPORTANT. U R LOVED. U R ONE PERSON WHO ONE WANTS TO BE CONNECTED TOO................

PLEASE NEVER DO THE MISTAKE OF GOING BACK... UR MIND WILL TELL U TO FORGIVE... BUT DECIDE RATIONALLY, WHETHER THAT FORGIVENESS IS WORTHY...

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